my life in b'lore

bangalore is a place whr i think all d yngsters really wanna b in...n so i wanted 2 bt cunt do my colg here(coz xaviers was waitin 4 me....)wn i wanted i cunt ...n wn i was happy smwr else then my destiny threw me here.donno 4 hw long....d time i stepped in..truly sayin dint like d place..i think bcz i din wanna cum.bt smwr was happy as after a loooong time was goin 2 b home....bhaiya di..s n jia........even after comin 2 blore mumma papa used 2 call me more dn dey used 2 do wn i was hostel...was happy ...bt d odr side was missin mah frns ma clog....n hostel....everythin left behind n i cunt help..sand has fallen frm my hand...
...bt d new beginnin....
i wished 2 back back bt smthin was deeply remindin me of movin ahead...my dad s word n his expectations...(d most stressin thin...m not gonna expect anythin 4m my child....)so d next inning started...m in blore preparin 4 d most scary exam..CAT..my life changed cmpltly..no frns no hangouts nothin...i used 2 b home...study...few outins wid bhai n di...bt was happy chalo thik hai its okey...bt was it really okey...i started missin my frns more n more...i wanted 2 go back man...wasnt spzd 2 live dis suckin life...itna boring...bt still i tried 2 change myself...hamesha same time nai hota na...my classes started n i kept myself so reserve dat talkin is big thin da...i din use 2 smile at people.i dint want 2 mingle up wid new people ..i dint want 2 make new frns...i dint want any1 2 come at dat place whr my real frns r...mujhe koi nai chahiye tha....life was goin okey....smooth.....actually very buggin i ll say...main toh aisi nahi thi re y i was forcin myself 2 do like dis..main reseve kaise ho gai..aor itna attitude kahan se aa gaya...n evn this thing was not gud enuf as i was distrbd in studies 2 yar.......main pehle hi thik thi..n so i cunt go long wid dis fukin reseve life....zaruri nai hai wn u r akele n reserve wid full attitude tabhi u can achieve d goal..its nt like dat dude...ya phir shayad i cunt manage 2 live like dat....jab i came 2 colg toh kya i left my school buddies ...they r havin thr own place...sabki apni jagah hoti hai...then y not these ppl...dey also can b my frns ...n forsure m not gonna 4get my colg pals...they r still spcl..finally i statred tokin 2 my classmates..n nw i think m d one every1 is frank wid...they r not so bad...actually ye sab bohat achche hain..difrnt ppl..difrnt places...difrnt culture...difrnt language....bt d comman goal CAT.....i adore dm alot.....they r not only classmates bt frns gud frns....we don meet in insti only ....we r alwz ready 4 hangouts...n sometimes bunkin class...my life has come back 2 square 1...i miss my past days alot...bt m njoin dis current time 2...dis is pria meant 2 b actually.........i mingle up easily..i adjust evrwhr...n each n every creature is special in my life...my life in b'lore is not so buggin anymore as i tried 2 make it like...main khush hun...bhaiya hai...di..s hain...n my darlin niece...jia...m home...m studyin seriosly...takin my life seriously...got 2 kno respnsibilities..jo i was not aware of pehle.....n sabse badi tension...CAT......